We all have stories, and many of us need to share our stories. Not because they are tantalizing stories with drool-worthy characters and plots that will keep you wanting more. But because the sharing of our truth is a creative expression that moves us forward. Read more
The veils are thin. Many of us are beginning to understand that we communicate with each other on multiple levels. And, as we become aware of this layered reality, it is much easier to define what we see. Read more
Bliss does not come from having a life of sweet tea and roses all day. At least it hasn’t for me. If you were simply born BLISSY and never had a bad thought enter your head, I’m sure you are either from another planet, or you are certainly an enlightened being. Read more
I have been thinking about what creates vindictive thoughts and revenge lately, because I was recently accused of having them. It all seems like a truly sad venture to have your heart set on hurting another person. I understand that wanting to get even with someone is a human emotion, but to what end? I am not telling you to let people slap you around, and at the same time I am not the person to say to get your revenge. So, where is the middle ground?
Recently I had a landlord in my life who was trying to goad me into a confrontation with her. Every day I continued my personal work and left her alone, yet the situation continued to grow. I was told that I was a very negative person with some master plan to only bring pain to others. These comments didn’t hurt me because I knew the truth, but then she crossed my fine line, which was to attempt her tactics on my wife. It was hard for me to see the positive side in this anymore.
The night before this happened, Gina and I were on the beach and we did a Reiki Healing Attunement on the issue. In retrospect, it makes perfect sense that this woman would go after Gina the next morning, as we needed something to open up my eyes. We immediately packed up our belongings, requested a refund (which we only got some of) and left to find a much better place. Now, instead of living with bugs coming out of our faucets and the smell of drugs every day, we are staying in a very clean and beautiful hotel right on the ocean. A king-size bed with air conditioning after a long stay in the jungle is magical.
If someone is trying to hurt you, then ask yourself why. Maybe you have something that they don’t and they are mad at you for it. Maybe that person has serious problems of their own to deal with and they find it comforting to take it out on you. Most arguments that I run into turn out to be big misunderstandings. One person believes that the other is trying to harm them for some silly reason and the other thinks that person is just evil.
I attracted my situation. It’s hard for me to admit. I have had an aggressive past that taught me a great deal about how to treat and deal with others. I am not the dog that barks at the mailman. I like to leave people to their own growth. In not participating in the repeated attacks of having my utilities randomly shut off or crazy emails about my character, I helped increase her anger. It wasn’t my goal. I was simply trying to not involve myself deeper into a bad relationship.
When you get to the core of people you remember that we are all children. We are all uniquely and divinely placed here as individuals on our paths. We might pick up ideas about life and handling conflicts from media and society, but in the end we are all simply little creatures running around learning together. We are all weird. You’re weird and I’m weird. The goal is not to overcome your weirdness, but to grow with it and understand the real you and your part in this collective reality.
When you are seeking revenge on another you must remember that each person is simply another organism on the planet trying to make it their way. Hurting them in any fashion only hurts you. You cannot wholly gain from hurting another. You might feel positive about it for a while, but that is the same high that you can get from drugs. It is your momentary fix. Instead of putting that energy into destruction, try spending it on bettering yourself. Go to yoga, seek out your promotion, elevate the real you.
My upbringing raised me to attack all situations. I was always looking for an edge on an opponent. I must say though that all of my dueling never equalled one beautiful day on the beach with my family. I can’t recollect a successful fight that felt as good as making my way in the world. I learned on my own that my path to true happiness was through finding the bright side in my life and putting all of my energy towards it.
The truth is that the only way to truly feel good is to work on you, not on someone else. Live YOUR life for YOU. Don’t worry about others. Focus on you. I am not saying to be selfish or uncaring. It’s truly quite to the opposite. What I am saying is to be the beacon of honesty, truth and success that you wish for everyone else. The best way to help others is to show them through your example. You don’t need to harm anyone, just live the life of light that you were meant to. Be free!
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UPDATE 2014: We continue to experience proof of our ascension, raising awareness of our amazing power as human beings through literally instantly manifesting our needs and desires, witnessing MIRACLES And healing on a grander scale and a profound upgrade of our psychic and extra sensory senses. Channelings from other dimensions, psychic work, meditation and research leads us to feel that we are all ascending and that we will ascend as one. Those who are feeling like they are not fully shifting, will remain in that frequency and continue in the 3D Reality until they can ascend. In other words, ascension is inevitable. As we move up in consciousness, so do you. Those who remain stuck will use their stuckness to play out the necessary roles and rehabilitate their soul so that they can ascend. You can help your friends and family by becoming aware of your true power. Remembering where you came from is key. Please let us know if you have questions or need help. I still feel the video below shares some potent energy and info to help, although I suggest that you find your truth by looking deeper within yourself. I talk about the Pleideans in this piece. I have now come to know many groups of benevolent beings, some who you might call extraterrestrial or angelic. Read on and enjoy!
About five years ago, Doug and I were walking down a busy Chicago street chatting up our usual back and forth jokes– when we somehow figured out that we both had a similar dream the previous night. It wasn’t doomy gloomy end of the world stuff, but it was a chaotic glimpse at a Change of World. We were both given the message that things were changing drastically and we were going to lose many people who are dear to us. Both of us had the same understanding that this change was for the good.
Much of this dream has come to pass already. We’ve found a dividing line between ourselves and many of the people who were once close to us. Sometimes that line meant physical death. Other times it was simply about needing to let go of something that was karmically over. And of course, we can see the awakening vs. elite power grapple happening on a grand scale all over the planet. Truly our life experiences are a mere microcosm of what’s happening across the planet and even in the galaxy.
We liken that dividing line to a force that keeps us on track to higher consciousness. Or ascension.
Now, we are on the fast track to ascension… Or whatever you call this CHANGE. Our renewed ability to transform that which doesn’t serve us is crazy amazing. Last week, I wrote a piece called “Are You Ascending?” just to express some of the magical channeled messages, manifestation experiences and spirit visits that have occurred for me while living in an energy vortex in Mexico. It’s as if we have become exponentially awakened to other dimensions. With each dream, meditation, or astral travel, we become a bajillion times more aware and ABLE to use and understand the vibrational universe.
Some of my recent channeling experiences came from this group of people who we call the Pleiadians. My psychic experiences are interesting as they simply come naturally, and I learn from them as I go. So, I have far less book knowledge about this of beings than many others out there…. Yet, they showed themselves to me. They are believed, by many, to be one of our ancestor groups, and the (or one of the) chosen group(s) to lead us through this ascension journey.
After seeing them appear in my apartment, I began to ask around about who they might be. While it turns out that my neighbors were quite sure ( because these sightings are very common in that neck of the woods)– the Beings themselves simply told me they are “those who you refer to as the Pleiadians.” They seem to have been simply confirming my interpretation of them in order to move on to more important things, and less concerned with my accuracy in defining them. So, for all I know they were angels. The point is that they were very high vibrational light beings who were there to help me.
Once I get a juicy tidbit of info like this, I go wild with the meditations, the book -study and the research to find and feel all that I can! What I have discovered is that there have been many E.T. interventions in human development. We’re a rather young planet civilization that has been manufactured and influenced by various guides, beings, helpful ancestors and sure — perhaps those with agendas that don’t exactly serve us. But, free-will seems to keep coming up as a constant factor. A gift that we have, should we really choose to use it for all of it’s goodness.
I’m feeling that this period of Ascension is for we humans (or should I say Earth People) to come into our own power. We’ve been under a veil during a “consciousness training period” that hasn’t allowed us to easily activate our psychic senses.
What do you think? Are we ascending? Are you? Do you feel more aware and connected to something so pure and real that you can’t doubt its authenticity regardless of how different it is?
I found this video especially interesting because after my Pleiadian channeling experience, I dreamed that 2 very tall white beings were helping me manifest my desires. They were patient with me as I focused on what I love. They flooded me with information about what occurs in between the lines of thought and manifestation.
This video talks a bit about how we are guided by Pleiadian beings and how it’s very important to stay focused on what we really want. I would add that we must also ALLOW those rewarding vibrations to enter our lives after we’ve focused on them.
I also LOVE how the vid inspires us to take control of our money and decisions by stopping paying those entities which thrive by holding us down. This can be a challenge for many of us. Each and every time you spend a dollar on something that harms your body or harms our planet, there is the potential to lead you away from consciousness. I say “potential” because there are so many other things to consider, and to be honest — every step your’re taking is leading you toward higher consciousness, but you get to decide how fun that journey will be for you.
I take control of my money by using it for good — for healing foods, for education, for supporting conscious business and helping organizations that promote green living, earth-healing, awareness of our collective power and purpose, and of course– to make people happy. Money has the power to buy you things that make you happy and help encourage consciousness. But it is still of a lower vibration. We won’t always need it. It is time to transmute that which we see in the shadows, to see its value and to raise it up. For now, money is in our reality and we are forced to work on it together. I heard a Mayan Elder say that we will know if we have ascended if we wake up not needing money. (Of course, money isn’t the ONLY means of “buying” these things… But it is one energy you can take control of now).
Doug and I did some healing work on our bills and money… really we have been doing so for years, and have been able to drop many bills –and even be released from unjust payments. There is universal support for you if you choose to do this.
I did a Reiki Healing Attunement on all of my bills and credit report in 2011 and surprisingly, my credit was wiped clean. All i did was energy work on it.
So, what happens when we do or don’t ascend? Check this out, and tell me what you think.
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We’ve found our purpose! And part of that is helping to unleash all of the beauty and amazingness behind the mask of autism. Some people with autism are very sick with toxic overloads and digestive and immune dysfunction. For five years now, I’ve worked with families from around the world to heal the illness part of their autism diagnosis and embrace the genius within.
There are intertwined karmic, spiritual, physical, emotional and mental connections behind why souls choose to express autism as part of their path. There is plenty of beauty and love lessons to be had by all. But, we don’t have to be sick. There is always help to get our bodies and minds functioning more BLISSFULLY.
Our son is recovered from the sickness part associated with his autism diagnosis. And, we’re headed out to share more in person, and discover more about how our methods might help you on your journey.
We begin touring the US in Chicago July 2011! Let us know if You’d like to host us in your home town for an autism recovery class!
But, before that, we want to offer you this information as a primer to get you started.
We’re hosting a free teleconference/web seminar to answer as many of your personal questions as we can. Because when we see you in person, we want to help even more. We want to get deeper about specific things you can do.
Please check out these videos for more info on how we got started.
We also run an autism healing program that has successfully served hundreds of people in 10 countries and across the US in the last 7 years!
Looking forward to connecting more with you!
Gina and Doug
Hi Bliss Bombs,
Don’t mean to get you down, but sometimes creating a Blissed Life means facing truths we don’t like and taking action to change things. This “secret” legislation that severely threatens our rights on our own land and overseas is in the works for being passed in the next few days. I’m talking about legislation that would give the president “the power to order the military to pick up and imprison without charge or trial civilians anywhere in the world.” You can speak up and contact your senators. You can, and we urge to hold onto your power of love and gratitude. Have no fear. Old systems are crumbling at it is their job to try to survive. We don’t believe this legislation will pass. We believe that we’ll all take action and save ourselves.
“Now is the time to stop this bad idea. Please urge your senators to vote YES on the Udall Amendment to the National Defense Authorization Act.”
You are Powerful when you let your BLISS out… now go get-em!
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I have this amazing gift of always being led towards the truth. Often times that feels more like I’m being led AWAY from what is untrue, because my curious mind likes to dabble in the possibilities. Today marks an alternative ending of the Mayan Calendar (an ancient source that has correctly predicted countless historic events). Most people are of the belief that the calendar ends on December 21, 2012. If I dabble too long in those facts, I may miss the truth behind them.
You know that every ending marks the beginning of something. But, this particular ending has been a looooooong time coming and has been inspiring a particular kind of change in our world for quite some time. That’s the expansion of our conscious minds and what we’re capable of when we become aware of the significance of our vibrational/ energetic nature. We are literally electric beings whose very existence and growth depends largely on vibrational communications between the galaxy, our sun, our earth, our environment and our cells. We pick up vibrational signals from everything around us and translate them into growth, emotion, thought, and whatever we decide our truth is for us. Then, we live the truth that we create based upon how much of our conscious mind (who is aware of our vibrational nature) we allow to thrive.
When an era ends all of the energies in nature are set up to support that ending and its promised newness. You can feel this somewhere in your being where you know you simply “can’t take” not telling the truth about who you are anymore. Somewhere within yourself you long for better and more fulfilling friendships and careers. You see what’s most important perhaps after struggling through parts of life that didn’t warrant such resistance. You don’t want to fight anymore. But, standing up for what is right in a peaceful manner seems very fitting. Even Oprah put out a statement the other day about God being able to dream a better dream for her than she can for herself. This was a lesson in letting go and surrendering because everything in nature is there to support us when we are working toward the truth.
If it feels like you have been fighting or struggling for millions of years, and you’re ready for that kind of Bliss that you can feel in your entirety, today is the kind of day to welcome such change. The Mayans marked today as special for a reason. Astrology is the oldest known science. Even the ‘three wise men’ in the Bible used the stars to find the infant Jesus. Today’s stars are aligned ( and so is the rest of nature) for ultimate truths to surface. The truth of our divine electric, vibrational blissful power is the most important because only when you connect with your individual nature can you truly appreciate the connectedness of us all. Only then can nonsense facts be filtered from the truth for you to create your Bliss.
Today represents a new and more speedy transition into this higher form of collective consciousness. And, whatever energies ( and I’m not talking about people here. I’m talking energies… Which may be partly attached to people, and we must remember that) do not support the truth will be squeezed out. Eventually, these energies will transform into something that can support the needs of nature. Systems may die and become something else. People may be exposed for lies and become something else. You may lose a friend or a job and gain a grand opportunity that is more fitting for you. And, as hard as some of it will be– it will feel right somewhere deep within you. That which is untrue cannot live very long, And, while some people in great positions of power in our world have learned that they can quell our consciousness by using lower energies like fear — that also cannot last. Mostly, it cannot last because these people have false power. The only true power is knowing yourself, and they too have had to quiet their divine nature in order to use these lower energies. My guess is that they are tired too. And, we’ll see many of them stepping down and fowling up. And, you know this is happening already all over the place. Recently an exec from Monsanto was quoted saying “You don’t need [biotech] for something that nature has already figured out.” *
Communion with nature is the key to this part of our evolution. The Mayan calendar as well as markings in the great pyramids and ancient symbols left for us from forever ago suggest that we are preparing for the type of expansion that will reveal our own truest nature and how that relates to our connection with our planet, galaxy and our creators. You add all of this together and you get some rather magical stuff. It’s one of those things where, if you take time to study, you realize that science proves God/Goddess– intelligent creators who purposefully sculpted every last drop of beauty we know of and so much more. Any conflicts we’ve come across have been mechanisms to strengthen our knowledge and our awareness. These conflicts are representative of our free will which allows us to co-create this Bliss, and helps us get closer to serving our purpose. We chose to be human this time around (unless you’re one of my Martian friends) because our own gifts will be greatly needed during this expansion. These are not times where one leader has enough power to carry us into heightened consciousness. These are times when individuals will come together as ONE. Finally!
A Time for Transparency means you can no longer afford things in your life that are untrue. This calls for you to act from your own highest form of consciousness and continue to raise your own vibration. Because sometimes we are given the facts from both sides of an argument, and both seem right to us…. We need to look beyond the facts to find the truth. And, we need to begin experiencing life for ourselves, and getting our own answers that feel right to us. We get into some pretty deep dung when we jump on fact-bandwagons and don’t first sit back and ask ourselves what is true.
Like I said — I’ve found the blessing in being led away from untruths my entire life. But, the current scam/sham/exposé of the health product Adya Clarity (which is said to be a black mica mineral extract that purifies water and has successfully helped people detoxify from candida, mercury poison and more) gave me a really bad taste in my mouth when I first got word of it. All I could think is no wonder why I never took the time to order some for myself. I’d heard about the product from experts in the health food community and had the opportunity to try some free of charge. I didn’t feel any different after drinking my water that had been “cleansed” with Adya Clarity, and I made sure to share that water with Dougie too. I did so because I trusted what others had told me. There is nothing wrong with that. We need to be able to trust…that is once we can activate our own divine intuitive mechanisms for determining the truth. You know you were built with intuition because you too are led toward what you need. And you feel it too. In David Wilcock’s 2012 Enigma, he points out that the end of the Mayan Calendar represents the activation of our pineal gland, or what some cultures call our third eye. This actual gland is the seat of our intuition and the place where all of that electric communicational energy culminates. It’s where we determine how to act upon or translate those messages. When I took my first sip of Adya water, I did so pretty quickly without paying attention to my doubts. Months later, I began studying black mica to see what it does in nature. To my surprise, the marketing at Adya is so good that one cannot really study black mica online without running into info put there by the company who sells the extract. So, I never found enough information to inspire me to buy the product. But, I did hear so much good about it, that I had it on my list to purchase soon, and I shared much of that info with my clients. Although I hadn’t had any good or bad results from it (and I shared this with them), the fact that product was endorsed by people who I trust very much made me want to buy it for my family.
Well, today being a day of major transparency — some energies around this product are dying. Word got out that this product has toxic amounts of aluminum sulphate and some other unsavory facts. ( You will soon see an exposé on the topic… I am not an expert on this). Then, word got out that those accusations were lies and that aluminum sulphate is actually a natural occurring chemical compound found in fruit. People are bashing others in the industry who were once friends and colleagues, and many who simply want the best for us all don’t seem to have all of the facts.
My solution is this: Every single answer can be simplified for you to use to best serve yourself and others. I may not not know what facts to trust when it comes to this Adya Clarity scandal. Here is the exposé from Mike Adams at Natural News, so that you can read for yourself: http://www.naturalnews.com/034005_Adya_Clarity_consumer_alert.html.
I do know for sure that regardless of this news, we cannot afford to call names and point fingers at our brothers and sisters. That takes away from our true nature. If we join the scandal, any form of negative energy that still holds us in fear will grow because we will be afraid to trust or choose products that can potentially advance our health. We need to be grateful for those who do expose the truth, but we need to look at the problems for what they are and then focus on what we want –rather than what angers or scares us.
The people who risk their reputations so that the rest of us can know the truth are those powerful parts of ourselves that we need to embrace today. I know I am grateful for their work. In the same ways that I have been drawn away from family who doesn’t except my truth, these people too are now becoming outcasted for standing up for what is right. But, as we stand for what is right in our day today, we know we are doing our energetic part to help them on their journey.
I don’t think that Source energy cares whether or not Adya Clarity is toxic or that the Earthing Products ( an emf protection device and earth vibration product about to be exposed for the hoax of it all, and who is currently not selling products) are really like lighting bolts that load you with electromagnetic radiation. Source needs us to get to the deepest truth. In fact, this whole scenario, like many before it, may have been set up so that we can get closer to nature.
Think about this: We are made of 70% water, and our Earth’s water is so tainted that we have needed products to clean it. But, if you look at Masaru Emoto’s work, and that of many other scientists– you will find that water is a great conductor/ recipient of vibration and reacts beautifully to the vibration of love and gratitude. Perhaps the deepest truth here is that your own love vibration is strong enough to heal our water. It was our collective divorce of nature (water) which led us to this point anyway. As we get to our most transparent self, we must get closer to nature. Sure, products help– but there is no substitute for that personal experience. Just 15 minutes with your bare feet on the ground can totally improve your day.
Today, I encourage you to drop the facts for a few minutes and simply breathe in the truth. When you have a decision to make, ask your body how it feels to say yes to that decision. How do you feel in your heart, your gut, your head when you say yes? Is there relief, excitement or tension or fear? Look deeper and take your time to figure it out. You will soon become more aware of your body’s signals.
Getting to your truth will help me get to mine. This is a time to really celebrate our oneness and encourage transparencies of all the once hidden agendas that hold our health, safety and freedom at risk. Become aware of what is happening around you by asking yourself about the best food to eat, best policies to support, and best ways to use your time. By focussing on these positives, you learn more about what you want and how to get it. You stand up for what is right and you become a key player in the dissolving of those so called “elite” energies. If you instead ask yourself whether to vote Democratic or Republican, believe Joe or Susan, or buy an ionizer or Adya Clarity….you are focussing on facts that separate us, and not the ultimate truth that will save us. If you want to know the truth, ask yourself the right questions first.
Here are some helpful videos for you
* “Monsanto Exec Admits That Nature Is Smarter Than Biotech.” Organic Bytes 3 (27 Oct. 2011). Online Newsletter.
Excerpt from: [Consuelo Madre, vice president of Monsanto’s global vegetable group, explaining why the company was using conventional breeding rather than genetic engineering to produce its vegetable seeds, in “Sprouting a New Line of Produce Seeds,” by P.J. Huffstutter, Los Angeles Times, October 20, 2011.]
From fall 2011
I thought I would’ve waited much longer to write this post. Usually, I like to get a good distance from my challenging moments before I share their messages with you. But, it seems that that this last season’s happenings have turned out to be something that inspired the greatest consciousness shift I’ve ever experienced. Since that’s what this site is all about, I know it will help us all if I share it now.
My life has been full force into Bliss Consciousness since at least the time when we really discovered that Dougie was healing from autism, and our family would thrive. This was about the same time that messages from guides and angels became a constant presence in my life, and I knew Everything is just as it should be. Somewhere around 2008, I read Elkhart Tolle, Louise Hay, discovered Abraham Hicks and decided that loving myself was an option. I even began to feel love for myself.
Since then, I endured a real-time week-long journey into my past lives — where I saw many of the places and people I’ve been. This included 24 straight hours in a trance-state where spirit both spoke through me and shared insights with me about my purpose, my health, and messages for friends that all proved to be true. I’ve had seizures. I‘ve experienced great healing of physical illness through diet change, energy healing and positive affirmations. I’ve spent days without money for food. Months without rent money. Changed careers. Hit ultimate financial lows and highs. Connected with amazing people on the same path. I’ve struggled through the disapproval of family members – wondering how I could remedy the pain that they inflicted on me just for being me. And, I’ve felt an increasing urge of gratitude pouring through me for all of these experiences. I would love the easy way out. I would. But, I’ve been programmed for the hard lessons and there has been so much joy through these challenges. I’ve recently been allowing for that thought-reprogramming to take place too 🙂
I began 2011 knowing that this was my year. And, by this time, I was more comfortable than ever with my psychic and healing gifts and how they play a role in my purpose here. My guides told me that I am here to help raise consciousness. The details by which I do that are my choice. But, I’ve noticed that I get instant karmic rewards when I make the choices that mean standing in my own power.
This week, I have finally learned that standing in my own power and the ultimate truth that we are all one – brings me closer to God, makes me feel eternally protected and grateful, and also fills me with whatever I need to keep doing my work. This week that translated into a boatload of funding for our Bliss Tour, excellent chiropractic work to help heal us from our car accident, a humongous increase in my psychic ability, a brand new iPad which makes business infinitudes easier, great sushi dinners with friends, angel-inspired encounters with government institutions, amazing and very informative dreams, and most importantly, a sense of inner peace that I never had before.
And I thought I was already pretty Blissy.
This past summer really marked the beginning of the rest of our lives as healers and earth-loving consciousness boosters. We believe that when you chose to live a life in service of humanity, everything should be universally provided. It only takes allowing the flow. It always proves right for us. So, we came out to Chicago to buy an RV for living, working and traveling. So that we can share and explore more of our purpose with you. This carefully crafted choice also reduces our expenses by 2/3 AND allows us to completely eliminate bills for things that harm the earth (working on the gasoline issue).
Our extended families live here. And, they met us with instant opposition. I’d forgotten that not everyone lives divinely inspired lives because they block that inspiration. They block their beauty. Sure, I too have blocked my beauty for so long…. Even now, I’m still feeling it more, daily.
I’d forgotten that we left Chicago having been wrongfully judged and blamed in the first place. I’d forgotten that most of the people we know here are not in agreement with our lives. Some of them wish us harm. Some spend time disapproving of us. We’ve been here for what seems like too long for my heart, but the reasons are so divinely amazing. I needed a breakthrough and I got one.
I will recap the events that I thought broke my heart, so that I can more quickly get to the Blissy part. 12 people in my friends and family passed away in the last 6 months. Most were younger than me. 2 were people who asked me for help, but didn’t find the time to make the changes I suggested even though they wanted to. 1 was a baby cousin who I thought was the absolute most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, and her passing was accidental. Many of these people passed from cancers that grew almost overnight, and were not caused by smoking, overeating, or heredity.
Some family members have admitted loudly and angrily that they believe with all of their hearts that I am being manipulated, and therefore won’t accept me in their lives unless I make the changes they need for me to be acceptable to them. This may include divorcing the man God and Goddess sent to be with me on our Blissful mission. I received a text from a relative whom I had hugged in tears one month prior, while promising that nothing should ever come between us — warning me never to contact him again until I grow up. Another relative accidentally called me, and hung up right away when I told him I love him. I gotta tell you right now that the rumors got so bogus, I soon began to laugh at them. I’ve been called lazy, disrespectful, and “psychic” oooooooh!
Seems that my bliss doesn’t equal bliss by their standards. They equate love with worry and see me as a great target for their blame and baggage. Where people only passive-aggressively put me down in the past, the poop hit the fan this summer, baby.
I accidentally cut off my finger-tip one nigh on a razor, while fishing through a toiletry bag. And screamed at the top of my lungs at the moment – only to find that the 3 in-laws in the room next-door didn’t budge. Didn’t ask what happened. I was given a third-party account about how much of burden I am to the in-laws. I overheard that I do not take care of Dougie like I should. I got into a painful car accident. While we remodel our RV, we’re currently staying with some extended family who do not like me or love me and would rather I was gone. And, for the icing on the power-challenging cake- my son was harmed by someone close to the family, and we were chastised for even addressing the matter. To endure, because I know that I am always in the right place at the right time, I send myself and them love, light, protection, forgiveness and Reiki. I call upon the violet flame. I surround my thoughts with people I love and who love me. I have daily convos with St. Claire and St. Francis. And, I stay out of the energy field of people who have wrongfully accused me of being a burden. I send love in silence and I spend most hours away while getting my life lived. In other words, i live in a self-created light bubble. But, stuff was starting to painfully creep in.
Saturday evening was the most lovely amazing experience. Someone who wrongfully blamed me for being in their way, and hasn’t spoken to me in 6 weeks, passive-aggressively said I was rude (for not speaking to her). Hahahahahaha. This was either rock bottom or nirvana depending on how I look at it.
I didn’t at all connect with that accusation. It didn’t feel real. Think, false timeline stuff. I see these false realities all around me these days. But, I allowed myself to respond to her passive-aggressively by asking my husband out loud if we could leave. But, I quickly realized the un-bliss in my reaction and turned it around right away. Doug would’ve taken me anywhere I wanted to go. But, both of us were crazy crashed after a day of working on the rv and with clients –our bodies needed to rest. That’s when my guides appeared around me. It was as if they were holding me up…. creating a backbone.
As long as I know that this person’s views of me are really not my concern and by no means define who I am, I had no reasons to leave that night. What was my need for being passive-aggressive? Did I want to cause her pain because her words stung me? No, I didn’t. I don’t wish her harm, I don’t care what she thinks of me. Woah ! Have you any idea what a breakthrough this is for me? I’ve always cared about what others think. I’ve always want to please. While that thought pattern has healed over the years, I’ve never allowed myself to feel so completely in the right despite being accused, as I did the other night.
I’ve been done fighting for a while now. I don’t really argue angrily with anyone. But, silence says so much. I was previously programmed for my silence to say that I am but a little piece of poo on the grand green mountain of abundance that was those people who put me down.
Saturday night for me was about giving myself permission to be me, and whatever that means is fine. And, it can change/ It’s permission to let my light shine no matter what. I stayed because it was the right thing to do at the time. No one should endure such criticism, because it can take energy away from the Bliss Work we are here for. The point is that for whatever reason, I needed that particular challenge to really just feel awesome for being me.
Knowing that I am only bringing light into this world. I am only a mirror for those who judge me. And this was apparent on emotional and logical levels.
Wow! I’ve waited longer than my whole life to feel this way. That person, who has been in my life for centuries as a murderer and vibe stifler, just became one of my most valuable teachers. And who wouldn’t love their teachers? She represents my shadow and my doubts. And she brought all my fears out to the surface. I’ve always been over-cautious of being rude or hurting people’s feelings. I thought it was what would make me a good person. I thought I had to belittle me in order to serve them. This was a pattern I set long ago, and lived with unconsciously.
I’m on this huge spiritual ride, and I know that the Universe will clear out all the junk that I don’t address myself. Those self-doubts were serious. They were deep. Nobody said anything about me that I didn’t secretly worry about myself anyway.
Everything that occurred in my life this summer happened only to help raise me up. There is no death or time. Energies that represent greed, fear anger, doubt, worry, shame, etc are fizzling away. Naturally, they grasp for life by stifling the ones who are here to change things. They resist change. It’s been a challenge for me because the people involved were people I cared about more than anyone (besides Doug and Dougie). The Universe had to get through to me somehow.
After a few days, I’ve been able to think about this whole situation and laugh…Rather abundantly too. I mean, think about how people really look when they are putting you down. When they are scowling their faces or making a point to judge you and ‘hate on you’ while you Bliss out with all of the miracles in your life. Here I am helping people on the other side of the globe heal a hole in the heart, while worrying that my Eco-fied priorities bug the heck out of people who find money, cars and exclusivity to be their thang. They don’t care enough about me to hate me. I know their blaming and poo-throwing is because they are uncomfy with themselves. How silly am I? And, how silly are they?
We all play this silly game so we can learn.
It’s time for great change and great courage. Time to step into our power. You will know you have done the right thing if your truth doesn’t involve hurting anyone else in any way. Of course that is not to say that people won’t get hurt or blame you for it. But, you must know in your heart that your intentions are pure. Then, stand in the power of that purity and accept the gifts the Universe dishes out for folks who stand up for what is right. There are always signs and rewards. After my decision not to run from the false a accusations, I did some energy work on myself. Then, I was gifted with amazing new levels of psychic accuracy. I can only interpret that to mean that my path is being cleared of gunk that used to cloud my mind. There is so much freedom in finding that balance.
I’m so grateful for this summer and am so excited for Today!
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I ran down the old Roman street so fast that my body began lifting off the road, and again I was flying. When I let go of the loss I felt for my life there and my husband I was sucked back into the light portal. I felt the colors cleansing me of pain left behind from Rome. I didn’t see the pain as details, but I felt it lifting. Pressure lifted from my head and limbs. I felt a sensation like being sucked through a vacuum.
And I was dropped into what looked like a shower, with blood all over the white curtains. It was my blood. I sat on the floor staring at my blood, knowing that my life was dripping from me — and flashes of people and experiences raced through my mind. My nephew came into the room to clean up some of the blood and report back to the killers, “no, she’s just faking it. she’s not really hurt. They sent him in to clean up the mess of the stabbing — telling him that I must’ve slipped and fallen. He didn’t notice the hole in my chest. My husband appeared for a moment and he seemed to be arguing about the unfairness of how they were treating the dying me. He wanted blankets and warm water for me. I was shivering.
I had visions of ex-best-friends, ex-boyfriends and their mothers, family members and in-laws. I was drowsy. An old friend would appear in front of me, and I would ask for help only to realize they never really wanted to be my friend in the first place. An ex boyfriend’s mother appeared to help warm me up, as I was getting so cold. And, she made a remark about how happy she was that her son did not wind up with me. In an attempt to find some peace of mind before my last breath, I telepathically contacted my first-ever best friend. She told me that she had far better friends than me, and named them one by one.
I began to mentally understand the point that I was really dying and had been killed by a family member who just couldn’t accept my power anymore. I had many supernatural powers. So, I allowed my mind to take me someplace fun.
I found a red tricycle near the house of my first-ever best friend. I got on it and rode it like the wind. Yes, I had an adult body, but it was my child body that was riding the tricycle. I rode and rode laughing happily as passersby gawked at my old-fashioned Roman clothes. Some saw me as a non-sensical child, some saw me as a witch, some saw me as deranged. Two men who spent some extra time ridiculing me obviously saw me as all of these things and also very threatening. They whispered that I was very educated and powerful but that I didn’t know it. They had convinced the neighborhood that I was insane, and my little act of tricycle-riding would completely support that notion. So they laughed, and felt very accomplished.
I just kept riding, reading the minds and the intentions of everyone around me. I felt a deep scar from all of the times I tried to make these people my friends. I still didn’t understand the reasons behind their crimes toward me and a lot of me still wanted to look for those reasons. I was deeply emotionally wounded, and with each push of the pedal, I forced out the laughter that was underneath and it felt exhilarating.
Then there was Jesus. He told me with his mind that he was with me all along. “Keep riding,” he said. I rode and rode in spiral circles of light, feeling my heart warm up with his embrace.
And, I awoke.