My Spiritual Growth through Challenge

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From fall 2011

I thought I would’ve waited much longer to write this post. Usually, I like to get a good distance from my challenging moments before I share their messages with you. But, it seems that that this last season’s happenings have turned out to be something that inspired the greatest consciousness shift I’ve ever experienced. Since that’s what this site is all about, I know it will help us all if I share it now.

My life has been full force into Bliss Consciousness since at least the time when we really discovered that Dougie was healing  from autism, and our family would thrive. This was about the same time that messages from guides and angels became a constant presence in my life, and I knew Everything is just as it should be. Somewhere around 2008, I read Elkhart Tolle, Louise Hay, discovered Abraham Hicks and decided that loving myself was an option. I even began to feel love for myself.

Since then, I endured a real-time week-long journey into my past lives — where I saw many of the places and people I’ve been. This included 24 straight hours in a trance-state where spirit both spoke through me and shared insights with me about my purpose, my health, and messages for friends that all proved to be true. I’ve had seizures. I‘ve experienced great healing of physical illness through diet change, energy healing and positive affirmations. I’ve spent days without money for food. Months without rent money. Changed careers. Hit ultimate financial lows and highs. Connected with amazing people on the same path. I’ve struggled through the disapproval of family members – wondering how I could remedy the pain that they inflicted on me just for being me. And, I’ve felt an increasing urge of gratitude pouring through me for all of these experiences. I would love the easy way out. I would. But, I’ve been programmed for the hard lessons and there has been so much joy through these challenges. I’ve recently been allowing for that thought-reprogramming to take place too ūüôā

I began 2011 knowing that this was my year. And, by this time, I was more comfortable than ever with my psychic and healing gifts and how they play a role in my purpose here. My guides told me that I am here to help raise consciousness. The details by which I do that are my choice. But, I’ve noticed that I get instant karmic rewards when I make the choices that mean standing in my own power.

This week, I have finally learned that standing in my own power and the ultimate truth that we are all one – brings me closer to God, makes me feel eternally protected and grateful, and also fills me with whatever I need to keep doing my work. This week that translated into a boatload of funding for our Bliss Tour, excellent chiropractic work to help heal us from our car accident, a humongous increase in my psychic ability, a brand new iPad which makes business infinitudes easier, great sushi dinners with friends, angel-inspired encounters with government institutions, amazing and very informative dreams, and most importantly, a sense of inner peace that I never had before.

And I thought I was  already pretty Blissy.

This past summer really marked the beginning of the rest of our lives as healers and earth-loving consciousness boosters. We believe that when you chose to live a life in service of humanity, everything should be universally provided. It only takes allowing the flow. It always proves right for us. So, we came out to Chicago to buy an RV for living, working and traveling.  So that we can share and explore more of our purpose with you. This carefully crafted choice also reduces our expenses by 2/3 AND allows us to completely eliminate bills for things that harm the earth (working on the gasoline issue).

Our extended families live here. And, they ¬†met us with instant opposition. I’d forgotten that not everyone lives divinely inspired lives because they block that inspiration. They block their beauty. ¬†Sure, I too have blocked my beauty for so long…. Even now, I’m still feeling it more, daily.
I’d forgotten that we left Chicago having been wrongfully judged and blamed in the first place. I’d forgotten that most of the people we know here are not in agreement with our lives. Some of them wish us harm. Some spend time disapproving of us. We’ve been here for what seems like too long for my heart, but the reasons are so divinely amazing. I needed a breakthrough and I got one.

I will recap the events that I thought broke my heart, so that I can more quickly get to the Blissy part. 12 people in my friends and family passed away in the last 6 months. Most were younger than me. 2 were people who asked me for help, but didn’t find the time to make the changes I suggested even though they wanted to. 1 was a baby cousin who I thought was the absolute most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, and her passing was accidental. Many of these people passed from cancers that grew almost overnight, and were not caused by smoking, overeating, or heredity.

Some family members have admitted loudly and angrily that they believe with all of their hearts that I am being manipulated, and therefore won’t accept me in their lives unless I make the changes they need for me to be acceptable to them. This may include divorcing the man God and Goddess sent to be with me on our Blissful mission. I received a text from a relative whom I had hugged in tears one month prior, while promising that nothing should ever come between us — warning me never to contact him again until I grow up. Another relative accidentally called me, and hung up right away when I told him I love him. I gotta tell you right now that the rumors got so bogus, I soon began to laugh at them. I’ve been called lazy, disrespectful, and “psychic” oooooooh!

Seems that my bliss doesn’t equal bliss by their standards. They equate love with worry and see me as a great target for their blame and baggage. Where people only passive-aggressively put me down in the past, the poop hit the fan this summer, baby.

I accidentally cut off my finger-tip one nigh on a razor, while fishing through a toiletry bag. And screamed at the top of my lungs at the moment – only to find that the 3 in-laws in the room next-door didn’t budge. Didn’t ask what happened. I was given a third-party account about how much of burden I am to the in-laws. I overheard that I do not take care of Dougie like I should. I got into a painful car accident. While we remodel our RV, we’re currently staying with some extended family who do not like me or love me and would rather I was gone. And, for the icing on the power-challenging cake- my son was harmed by someone close to the family, and we were chastised for even addressing the matter. To endure, because I know that I am always in the right place at the right time, I send myself and them love, light, protection, forgiveness and Reiki. I call upon the violet flame. I surround my thoughts with people I love and who love me. I have daily convos with St. Claire and St. Francis. And, I stay out of the energy field of people who have wrongfully accused me of being a burden. I send love in silence and I spend most hours away while getting my life lived. In other words, i live in a self-created light bubble. But, stuff was starting to painfully creep in.

Saturday evening was the most lovely amazing experience. Someone who wrongfully blamed me for being in their way, and hasn’t spoken to me in 6 weeks, passive-aggressively said I was rude (for not speaking to her). Hahahahahaha. This was either rock bottom or nirvana depending on how I look at it.

I didn’t at all connect with that accusation. It didn’t feel real. Think, false timeline stuff. I see these false realities all around me these days. But, I allowed myself to respond to her passive-aggressively by asking my husband out loud if we could leave. But, ¬†I quickly realized the un-bliss in my reaction and turned it around right away. Doug would’ve taken me anywhere I wanted to go. But, both of us were crazy crashed after a day of working on the rv and with clients –our bodies needed to rest. That’s when my guides appeared around me. It was as if they were holding me up…. creating a backbone.

As long as I know that this person’s views of me are really not my concern and by no means define who I am, I had no reasons to leave that night. What was my need for being passive-aggressive? Did I want to cause her pain because her words stung me? No, I didn’t. I don’t wish her harm, I don’t care what she thinks of me. Woah ! Have you any idea what a breakthrough this is for me? I’ve always cared about what others think. I’ve always want to please. While that thought pattern has healed over the years, I’ve never allowed myself to feel so completely in the right despite being accused, as I did the other night.

I’ve been done fighting for a while now. I don’t really argue angrily with anyone. But, silence says so much. I was previously programmed for my silence to say that I am but a little piece of poo on the grand green mountain of abundance that was those people who put me down.

Saturday night for me was about giving myself permission to be me, and whatever that means is fine. ¬†And, it can change/ It’s permission to let my light shine no matter what. I stayed because it was the right thing to do at the time. No one should endure such criticism, because it can take energy away from the Bliss Work we are here for. The point is that for whatever reason, I needed that particular challenge to really just feel awesome for being me.

Knowing that I am only bringing light into this world. I am only a mirror for those who judge me. And this was apparent on emotional and logical levels.

Wow! I’ve waited longer than my whole life to feel this way. That person, who has been in my life for centuries as a murderer and vibe stifler, just became one of my most valuable teachers. ¬†And who wouldn’t love their teachers? She represents my shadow and my doubts. And she brought all my fears out to the surface. I’ve always been over-cautious of being rude or hurting people’s feelings. I thought it was what would make me a good person. I thought I had to belittle me in order to serve them. This was a pattern I set long ago, and lived with unconsciously.

I’m on this huge spiritual ride, and I know that the Universe will clear out all the junk that I don’t address myself. Those self-doubts were serious. They were deep. Nobody said anything about me that I didn’t secretly worry about myself anyway.

Everything that occurred in my life this summer happened only to help raise me up. There is no death or time. Energies that represent greed, fear anger, doubt, worry, shame, etc are fizzling away. Naturally, they grasp for life by stifling the ones who are here to change things. They resist change. It’s been a challenge for me because the people involved were people I cared about more than anyone (besides Doug and Dougie). The Universe had to get through to me somehow.

After a few days, I’ve been able to think about this whole situation and laugh…Rather abundantly too. I mean, think about how people really look when they are putting you down. When they are scowling their faces or making a point to judge you and ‘hate on you’ while you Bliss out with all of the miracles in your life. Here I am helping people on the other side of the globe heal a hole in the heart, while worrying that my Eco-fied priorities bug the heck out of people who find money, cars and exclusivity to be their thang. They don’t care enough about me to hate me. I know their blaming and poo-throwing is because they are uncomfy with themselves. ¬†How silly am I? And, how silly are they?

We all play this silly game so we can learn.

It’s time for great change and great courage. Time to step into our power. You will know you have done the right thing if your truth doesn’t involve hurting anyone else in any way. Of course that is not to say that people won’t get hurt or blame you for it. But, you must know in your heart that your intentions are pure. Then, stand in the power of that purity and accept the gifts the Universe dishes out for folks who stand up for what is right. There are always signs and rewards. After my decision not to run from the false a accusations, I did some energy work on myself. Then, I was gifted with amazing new levels of psychic accuracy. I can only interpret that to mean that my path is being cleared of gunk that used to cloud my mind. There is so much freedom in finding that balance.

I’m so grateful for this summer and am so excited for Today!

 

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Gina

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Your Golden Energy Opportunity

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The time is now, and your golden opportunity is mine too. “We Are All One” isn’t equal to “we are all the same.” Instead, I like to think it refers to our collective consciousness and collective purpose. It means we come from the same source (maybe not the same place), and that TOGETHER, we form our own energy force. A healing one. When we incarnated here as humans, we ¬†became cells within the earth. When we flow with our original energetic purpose, and the agreements that we incarnated with — that harmony supports our collective expansion. ¬†We are here to expand. At the core we all want it.

Our Golden Opportunity is that all energies are properly aligned for our collective consciousness expansion. 

As we have grown with the Earth, She ¬†has supported us through times of tremendous challenge. While I still don’t ¬†support ¬†war or hatred — I do see that we have developed some ¬†very helpful ¬†technologies as a result of what the majority of us would credit to our hard times. ¬†As if war, segregation and mass killings are worth it for the sake of the kind of freedom we have in America ( so to speak).

In the reality that I see, we are born free. And, it is the denial of that divine source from where we all come that causes us to feel the need for survival and inspires fear, worry and war. Source energy is our true core. That is why we are all ONE. It’s human to forget our divine spark. Because, It’s that journey back to Self that we are meant to travel. It’s that journey back to self that inspires real growth. So, it is because we lost ourselves that we are here to find ourselves.

Along that journey to awakening, we are meant to face our beauty. And, that human in us who has forgotten his divine¬†¬†nature often resists his/her reflection and creates a domino affect of more fear, doubt, worry and war. ¬†On a personal level, you may feel stressed out, angry or exhausted during this time if you don’t know what to do with the beauty you see ¬†beyond the mirror. ¬†The only people we were ever really at war with was ourselves. As a whole, and over time — all of this forgetting left us almost completely unaware of that divine feminine healing energy that is available to us on this planet.

Funny ¬†thing is that this journey to Self wasn’t meant to end in one lifetime. We built it in such a way that it would take lots of Time to complete.

From what I can recall and connect to, there was a time when we embraced our true nature — and we were whole. At this time there were technologies for communication, travel and education. But they were different. They were based in nature and energy. Our psychic abilities were active. We had riches. And, we had more upfront communication with others across the earth and the galaxy. So, when I say that we NOW have technologies that will help us in our expansion, I do not believe they are as powerful as the technologies we had in Atlantis or Lemuria or any ancient earth civilization. There was a time when power became priority and fear was used to control the masses so that a small chunk of us could have power.

For thousands more years than I can recall, my soul (just to name one) has been here with that same purpose of ¬†assisting in this expansion. I was killed ¬†and stifled each time, and now I’m back again. ¬†My job isn’t over, but am told by my guides that many contracts are ending in this lifetime. I have the gift of remembering this. There were times when we had to be way more careful with what we say for “fear” of being killed by that small chunk of “power.” You may ¬†have been here too. You may have been gaining information and strength to finally fulfill what you promised to fulfill. Think about it.

For the first time in our recorded and accepted history, we have social networking that links people with like thoughts. And loads of people are using that social networking to expand our consciousness. Because of Youtube, people like David Wilcock (who would probably not be allowed on mainstream media) can reach people and explain the “2012 Enigma” — a very well-researched account of the energetic alignment for our expansion. While mainstream media rejected the “Take Over wall Street” ¬†peaceful protest– we get informed on the internet. Yes, there is still censorship. But, information and proof has leaked. ¬†People are beginning to feel really good. We are beginning to really ¬†feel our heart vibrations and we LIKE it.

As thousands if not millions of people heal themselves with natural means, we are threatened with gmo foods and crap like codex alimentarius ¬†These threats come from that energy of the 1%. The Elite. The Afraid. They are power hungry because they are afraid. It’s that part of us that REALLY forgot who we are. They hang that fear over us. Collective consciousness ¬†threatens that 1%. We know we are making progress because that 1% lower energy is changing. Collectively, we are getting to the heart. ¬†Systems that we created to think for us and control ¬†are crumbling because that divine feminine is Here Now. We have these lightworkers constantly reminding us of her existence within us.

In a vision recently, an Adept (Master Spirit Guide) showed me a zipper in the air. And he told me that we will walk through that and see all space and time. These kind of messages are being shared by many others out there, and evidence for this type of awakening has been shared since the times of Atlantis. Perhaps our souls were here then, placing the clues here for us to find now. My guides tell me that Now is the time we have waited for.

Our Golden Opportunity is to embrace that golden light that wants to fill us with BLISS. It means facing you and loving you.

“The greatest and only threat to ourselves is a loss of self and loss of our divinity” —
Kymatica” ( movie below)

I love this movie. I guess now is the time to share it with you too

Namste,

Gina

11:11 Pay it Forward Group Reiki Healing Tuesday Sept 27

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Hi Loves,

These virtual group Healing Attunements are going so well — it looks like we’re going to make a “thing” of it. At least for a while — they also seem to be very needed amongst our clients, friends and readers. Thanks for all of your lovely feedback!

It’s Autumn Time, a natural time for release. Now, is a fantastic time to be alive because FINALLY, we have the power to really make positive changes in the world by simply activating our true potential.

It’s Time to Really Step into Your True Power to manifest your own BLISS. This healing attunement is dedicated to those of you who feel your Bliss is in serving others.¬†

Often, you may be faced with adversity or confusion due to the crumbling false realities around you. But, Reiki works with intention and source energy. And, ¬†I will be ¬†offering the intention to crumble those road blocks for you, to clear your path and make your journey much easier. It can be easy. It’s just about how we see things. Here’s to you stepping into the power of your Bliss. The world is a better place because of you, and as you activate your true power, you will be able to serve best.

The truth is that false realities are crumbling and those who wish to hold onto them will try to make it difficult for those who dance to their own tune and want to soar into their true selves. If you read my blog, chances are you are one of those Dancers. ¬†You’re coming into your own power, and any pains you experience are somehow triggers to help you stand in that power.

Please add your name to this list, if you would like help on your journey to serve this world with your BLISSIEST Truest Youest most powerful YOU!

11:11 Pay it Forward Reiki Special

At 11:11 pm (cst) ¬†(Tuesday/Sept 27 ), I will be offering a group healing attunement for those of you who comment here with your name. ¬†The intention will be to call back your own power to heal yourself and step into your purpose. All are welcome to participate. The more of us, the stronger the energy. All I ask in return is that you pay that energy forward by tapping into ¬†your own power. I’d love to hear how you pay it forward too.

This is a virtual group healing. I will begin at 11:11 pm from my place in the universe. You can connect with me through intention or in your dreams. By intending to “tap” in… you are strengthening the energy.¬†

If You are a Reiki Practitioner, please join us and let us know that you are gifting this intention with your practice too.

Talk About Activating Your True Essence.

Your DNA is sacred and created with purpose. As a whole, we have not fully made use of our true power. But  help and evidence is everywhere we look. Take a look at this plethora of info from David Wilcock. This is part 3 of a series where he talks about your pineal gland (3rd eye), the  culmination point of all the energetic information that you take in. I love David, and hope you will take a look at his whole series as well as more of his work a Divine Cosmos.

Reiki Healing Attunements: 

A Reiki Healing Attunement is an energetic quantum leap to your best self. Healing attunements help you remove blocks (mental, emotional, spiritual, physical) so that you can see your path much clearer. This is great if you have a specific problem that you feel is blocking your growth. Healing attunements can also be used to kick-start a specific goal, or release undesirable life patterns. The Reiki energy connects directly with your higher self during a healing attunement.
Namaste,
Gina

Your Karmic Portal: New Chicago Workshop

Yes, you HAVE been here and done that before. Now, let’s find out why — and how you can overcome the parts that don’t feel so great while maximizing the positive times. Your Karmic Portal is your ticket through time and space. It’s the workshop where we will journey and experiment together to help you discover your own karma.

What is Karma, and how can you use your knowledge of it to Blissify Your life?

What kind of Karma are you carrying? Could it be that you are done with some of your Karma? Can you overcome your Karma in this life?

This workshop, like all of our classes is a result of our experience working with energy, spirit guides and helping ourselves and others open up to our own karmic patterns. Gina’s spontaneous past life regression 2 years ago allowed her to see into her own “past” in a much deeper and useful way. That resulted in so much life healing that we cannot help but want to share it with you.

Each class is specifically designed for the students in it. So, please send us your questions and bring lots with you.

You Will Learn How To:

  • Easily enter meditation mode for “seeing” into your karma
  • Discover your own true purpose
  • Turn past burdens into current Bliss
  • Heal toxic relationship and life patterns
  • Map your dreams
  • ¬†Use Shamanic healing techniques (movements, sounds,spirit guide work)
  • Raise your vibration for attracting more Bliss
  • Read your body’s intuitive signals

Class Details:

July 24. 2011

noon-5 pm

Orland Park, IL

Special Chi-Town Price(for our homies): $55

See You There!

Gina and Doug

365 Books to Bliss: Book 9 — “Karmic Healing” By, Djuna Wojton

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You know how I truly discovered karma, past lives and all that jazz?¬† It was painful. It lasted 3 days last January or February.¬†¬† It¬† included me having seizures — and it is the subject of¬† one of the books I’m writing this year.

When I least expected it…¬† as I was walking into a client call — something in my brain snapped. I’ll spare the details for my own book. But, I will tell you that for three days my mind traveled to 15th century Italy, and I saw things and people who I apparently knew.¬† I swam through centuries and experiences in what felt like both an instant ans a million years.¬† When I came out of it, I’d gained a truck load of¬† understanding about the twists and turns my life has taken.

I also was able to research the information that was given to me, as my hubby dutifully took notes while I suffered (good man he is).¬† All the info I could research has been validated. Some will require more research. It was the most painful and amazing thing that ever happened to me, and has certainly put a cherry on top of my “death is dumb and doesn’t really exist” cake.

I bought “Karmic Healing” at the Bodhi Tree bookstore cuz my FB friend, Jamie Flannigan told me to go there.¬† Loved that place. If you’re¬† in LA — visit there.

“Karmic Healing” is a journey through case studies and exercises that reveal how peeps got over their karmic blocks. Some are past life related. Some are current life related. And, some are just related to the need to know ourselves better.¬† So it’s helpful on all levels, and also speaks to the importance of following up with meditations or some other form of healing in order to keep blocks gone once they are cleared. So, that patterns don’t come back to bite us in the bums.

I can never read enough spiritual growth books. They help me slow down. I’m using this book to safely go back to those places I went to last year, and find out more. But, only when the need for current life growth arises. So, every day.

Namaste,

G

I’m reading 365 Books this year. Think I’m Crazy?